• -no song on now...but supporting the Channel, watching 'A Grave digger's Love' (sad story about a gravedigger whos not mentally straight, married a girl whos pregnant with someone else's baby..but the girl left him when her baby died and then he married another girl and it ends with him not accepting his 1st wife when she came back for him but instead told his 2nd wife that he buried his 1st wife the day she left him)...sigh...

went picnic yesterday, chaotic!!! we alighted at the train station before the planned one. cause we met a relative who suggested we take another bus service which turned out doesnt even go near our destination!! we alighted from the train nearly 9am but reached the beach at 10am...

-Listening to 'Honeyz - Finally Found'...time 12.31am. 'Hold me tight cause its always been you...now its clear that its always been you..' took cab home just now, uncle driver kept talking and talking. but he drove fast tho !! lucky me, he had a Jurong advance booking at 9.45pm..meaning he wouldnt take me to a land far far away. i hailed him at 9pm. reached home around 9.30pm. i realised a few days ago, of all my 5+ years of working, i have not once (touch wood) took a cab to work. however late (which is not often) i am, i'll still take the train. oh yeah, super long weekend...back to work next Wednesday. plans are going picnic with family on Sunday..cant wait for that! been sooo long since we went picnic together....my colourful canvas mats sooo need washing...!! p.s - changed my layout...will need to find Nai's cyber clone and put it up here. will probably do it over the weekend...cause right now, eyes begging to be shut!! okay..sleepytime. nitey nite!!

time now 8.05pm...and guess where i am...still at work!! crap crap crappy doo!! and to further add salt to the wound, there was a fireworks rehearsal for the Chingay 5 mins ago. i tot the sound came from the ships from the pier behind the building, but when i realised it was the fireworks...ran (yes ran !!) out to take a video of it, it ended..dammit dammit dammit!!! okay, printing done...going home soon!! but still...what the hell man!! will write more later...

• -Listening to Selena - i could fall in love, time 11.13pm. 'I could only wonder how...touching you would make me feel....But if I take that chance right now....Tomorrow will you want me still?'

when i feel bad and crappy...i will remember how you

• record me good morning videos
• still fall asleep on the fone, after countless times saying we'll hang up b4 u fall asleep again
• doze on the fone, wake up for 5 seconds and doze again for 2 minutes and wake up again for 5 seconds...and the cycle goes on and on until i hang up
• say 'Oh..oh! and u kno...' whenever u wake up (is that a way to prove that u not actually sleeping?? : p )
• say 'YOU KNOW WHAT??!!' everytime u remember something to tell me
• b-box and make up songs (that rhyme!!!) impromptu - which consists of everything related, not even Nai is spared..hahaha
• laugh at my jokes when i dont think i'm that funny
• make me smile even tho i'm mad at you, and being confident after that u had succeed
• say 'pandai'
• told me what to do when i twisted my ankle and get upset cause u didnt think i listened

TERIMA KASIH...3rd time is a charm

p.s - went to the mall after work today to restock my bath gels (got 3 big bottled ones - lavender, orange and jasmine) and coincidently met my classmate while i was looking thru $20 shoes. thats whats so cool about meeting friends u known for 10 over years - think u kno them but u dont....hehehhee!! sleeping now...nitey nite!!

• -Listening to PM Dawn - Die without You...time 12.10am...'Is it my turn to wish you were lying here. I tend to dream you when I'm not sleeping...Is it my turn to fictionalize my world. Or even imagine your emotions to tell myself anything... '

Had a pre-long weekend last week, took one day leave from work (or someone will say it, took a day holiday...i still say we say it leave from work over on this side of the world !! ;p ) anywayz...planned to watch 'Le Grande Voyage' by my own (which is not my first time watching movies alone - i call it my own alone time) but then plan tak jadi because wanted to spend the day relaxing and lepaking at home...

Ain (my darling 4 yr old niece) spent yesterday's nite here, we bonded over 'maggi curry' as supper on Saturday nite and 'Hi-5' online this afternoon b4 she went home. she growing up too fast!! talking non stop, no longer wearing diapers..yes, she was still wearing them b4 she started kindergarten. but no more...except for when she's sleeping...u kno, accident prone purposes...hehehe...her 1 yr old baby sister, Aini (dont ask about the similarity of their names...i didnt name them) *shrugs shoulders* also growing up fast!! i remembered them coming over and Aini still a baby with soo little hair!! okay, here it comes....i hope they grow up to be anak-anak yang solehah, baik budi pekerti, tidak kurang ajar dan perkara perkara baik yang sewaktu dengannya...InsyaAllah...Amin.

p.s - the composers for the previous post is the late P.Ramlee and S.Sudarmaji (the song Cinta Istana). sleeping now...didnt nap in the afternoon, now eyes cant open...better to sleep now than tahan and then migraine in the morning...arghhhh!!! okay happy place time !!! hehehhehe

Cinta Istana--- Dengan cinta ku bina istana... Kau sentuh runtuh jadi pusara... Cahaya hidup ku jadi gerhana... Bisa jiwa menanggung derita... Ku semai benih kasih sejati... Ku pupuk dengan baja nan asli... Ngapa kau siram racun yang pedih... Ku tuai kini hanya rasa yang sedih... Ku impikan istana janji mu... Ku hias cantik dalam angan-angan... Sebab bencana datang mengganggu... Kini hancur musnah istana impian...

Castle of Love--- With love, i build a castle... You touched it and it crumbled... My brightly lighted life is turned dark... Bitter soul bearing the pain... I planted seeds full of love... I kept up with purest fertilizer... Why did u pour with poison... Now it just bears hurt... I dreamt of the castle that u promised... I decorated it prettily in my dreams... But disaster came to disturb... My castle of dreams crumbled to pieces...

• -Listening to M Nasir's 'Sentuhan Listrikmu',-time 12.34am...whats does 'listrik' mean??Lemme look it up...eh? no meaning...could it mean 'lustre'?? like a 'lustre touch'...?? ahh!!! i knew it!!! it means 'electric touch'..or something along that line...ohhhhh baru makcik tauuuu..'bisakah aku bertanya padamu...di mana datang sayang ini?...adakah kerna sentuhan listrikmu, membuat ku terus berjanji, hati ini hanya untukmu saja' deep huh...wow!! (okay enough of the feeling moments..hehehe)

Went to dinner with my gym buddy just now...had paper prata. just syiokedelic! the crispyness... mmm mmmm!!! accompanied with 'teh tarik' of course... *drools* b4 i forget..i want to wish primary schoolmates Ayu a HAPPY BIRTHDAY yesterday (16 Jan)!! May the coming year bring you laffs, giggles, happiness..!! and also to Jan babies...Baby Shazy's mummy, Winah and Monsieur Eddy...coming year full of good health, laffs and giggles. darling nai is trying his might to slot himself between the small space in front of me and the corner of the bed...and he did it!! lmao... okay, sleeping now...oh yeah, notice the adopted green tiger...u can make him purr by continuously clicking your cursor at him. (note to Lina, he's not a real cat, just a harmless green coloured tiger..hehehe)

p.s - 'seindahnya dunia fana...begitulah cinta' hehehehe

• Watching 'The Tuxedo' on tv, not 100% paying attention to it...time 8.44pm. 'Love & Basketball' (move your cursor on the title...theres a link!! and i did it !!) was good! sweet happy ending...it starred Sanaa Lathan(her arms soo toned in that movie!!!). Check her out in her new movie, 'Something New' (move your cursor on this title too, another movie link).

O yeah before i forget, music removed from my page...i'll think of something else to make ur stay here more enjoyable...at least i now kno to put music here...if u bored, u can always click on my fav games link...try it, its hella fun! Eversince the major screw-up that happened at work on Jan 01, things arent looking well.so far, there are other minor screw-ups that happened...and i am in the minor dept...if things screw up on my side, can soo be seen by everyone. but if things go perfectly as planned, others get the credit...crappy-dooo!!! like what they say, ppl tend to remember the faults than the good, worked-ass-off hardworking things. (nak masuk bakul angkat sendiri apa pulak kan...when others shamelessly do it) but looking on the brighter side of things, there are somethings that are allrite too... better in fact! anywayz, another week ahead, 'kah-ching kah-ching' this 18th...thats something to look forward to!!!

p.s - Laffylaydee not giggling at all the crap happening...but thinking of S.T.O.R.M.Y, back to smiley consciousness :)

• -Watching 'Love & Basketball' on tv now...Sunny sunny Sunday, time 1.38pm. check out my page!!! song - Shaznay Lewis (formerly member of All Saints) with her single 'Never felt like this before'....yaaay!!! and if u try and right click, something else pops out....interesting eh..?

okay, show back from CB (commercial break for the uninitiated) will write again soon...

• Third entry...listening to Goapele (gwa-pa-lay) - First Love....time - 2.11am song deeeeep... song is actually one of D's fav song !!

'i never thought u'd be the only one i dream't of fairytales, thats how we begun but I was waiting for some magical moment, that would proove to me, forever would be fine, meanwhile my first love, was standing first in line...'

anywayz...check out the change in the 1st line at the top...theres my name on it!! also check out the cursor!! one mystery tho, i didnt kno how my 'comet' gone again!! also check out to your right....can u see loads of my name? i changed that too!! woo hoo..this thing is interesting~!! okay, sleep now... going gym tomorrow morning (as in 10am Saturday morning)....hopefully i can get up!!

p.s - it didnt rain today...clear sunny skies since morning...wow! came to work with a smile this morning cause i got reminded of a nickname a certain someone gave me...'S.T.O.R.M.Y' *pretend angry* hehehe...

• Listening to Jay Sean - Stolen (churaliya), time 1.48am. U kno, this bullet thing doesnt seem so bad after all. makes it all different.

Anywayz..the blogspot did maintenance and it just got 'solved'. Why i mentioned the maintenance? its cause i was happily solving the mysteries of blogging (as in changing the html or whatever it is that has loads of <<\\>>..i figured it out all by myself!!) and then when i tried saving my setting, it went to an 'error' page...sedih man...!!

but its okay...cobaan...i'll try again tomorrow. And i'll kno what to do...save whatever i like IMMEDIATELY when refresh...lesson learnt. u kno...i even succeeded in changing my cursor to a 'comet' one...cantik jer....and then when refresh, takde!!! *sniff* *sniff*

p.s - song changed to KRU & Elite - Di Pintu Syurga..woo hoo!!! feeeeeling...dengan malam yang dingin, oscillated wall fan @ speed 1, aromatheraphy oil burner doing its thing.... 'andai...daku pergi sebelum mu...kenangkanlah ku selalu di dalam doa mu' hehehee

• Listening to Rihanna's - If its lovin that your want...time-1.59am first blog entry... wonder if i can keep up with the updating...i do have another blog but i kept it private.(want to internet it but dont want to publish it for the world to see..hehehe) didnt realise my first entry on that one was during the Singapore Idols 1 finals when Taufik won!! anywayz...keeping first entry short...bear with me...kita budak masih baru belajar... *wink* *wink*

  p.s - tengoklah, took me 10 mins to do this thing...macam mana pulak boleh ada bullet kat atas nie??? ~shakes head~ takpe...learn from mistakes...will improve!!!