An example of the combination of a Malay + English word without us realising...

Gila Monster 1

Gila Monster 2

interesting eh...now how the name came about??
beats me man...but baller bARA cUDA a.k.a 'Its ME' came up with a theory...

anywayz,

according to the online dictionary.com,

Gi-la
–noun a river flowing W from SW New Mexico across S Arizona to the Colorado River. 630 mi. (1015 km) long.

not the same meaning as it is in Malay, according to the online Malay-English dictionary

gila mad; insane

gila angau: infatuated
gila bayang: crazy about someone
gila pangkat: crazy for power
kegilaan: craziness; craze
menggila: act like a mad person; infatuated with or crazy over someone
tergila-gila: mad; crazy
tergila-gilakan: driven crazy by someone or something

p.s: i have only one thing to say...aTtitude & aLtitude...not the same...

i am so disappointed...

kash called and told me that THE 'Russel Peters' will be performing here...as in Singapore man...and when i checked the ticketing website, his tix are all sold out!!! and when i looked at the internet booking and public sales, both started on 10th july...oh man...

can u bloody believe it?? i subscribed to the ticketing website e-mailers and i swear i didnt get any alerts on the show..!! so disappointing...

i'm just trying my luck here...anyone knows anyone who wants to sell off their tix? leave me a msg...

oh yes! anyone knows anyone whos selling the 'Raiders' game tix on 29th Oct for the ORIGINAL price, buzz me too...

Sincerely,
Disappointed...

No one said life is going to be easy...past experiences shape who u are, the way u think, behave, deal with situations...your level of patience, anger, happiness, sadness...

i see the funny side in everything cause i went thru a substantial amount of sadness before...i dont want to be moping around and blame everyone else...it was a test and a challenge for me to go thru...no matter how much it hurts...made me a stronger person inside...

i learnt not to take things for granted...one second is all it takes for a life changing decision...i kno that running away from problems is not in my rulebook...face my actions with a nose up high...no pointing fingers...

i de-stress by laffing...i can safely say that i do feel stressed and tensed if i dont laff a good laff for one day...the shortness of breath, the rushing of blood to the brain, the ache of both cheeks for smiling too much..its a real stress reliever...

i was told - pray and hope for that something that u want so bad, one day it will come true...just have patience...take care of your heart, cause once its broken it will be a tough job of mending and fixing it back...

p.s: thank you Lin for understanding...its not going to be easy, trust me. but have faith and believe in it, things will work out in the end...InsyaAllah... :)

Welcome to the world of blogging "Its Me"

thank you Livideye & Shan shan for the nice altho short session at Fish & Co...so much for not wanting to have dinner, 'just meet for coffee'...hahaha

see, we can meet up despite our busy schedules...even on a weekend... :)

Thoughts that made me all girlie giggly happie on Friday...

- A last minute plan
- A possibility of another holiday around the corner

& the best part of it all....

- Another opportunity to meet 'Its ME'...yaay!!!

hope all goes to plan...insyaAllah...

p.s: eeks!! saturday morning 9am gym session...time now 1.48am...nitey nite!!

Passengers with extremely bad Body Odour SHOULD be banned from entering the trains in the morning peak hour...my migraine lingered in the morning because of them...dammit!

Hmmm...Channel showing 'Badang' whereas sister Channel showing 'Hulk'...how more coincidence can you get??? hahahaha....who will be the winner???

i say 'Badang' cause got to give the character some credit after all that he went thru like eating vomit (bleurgh!!)...unlike the green 'Hulk', doesnt click much with reality for me...

The ears go 'POP' when u reach an area of lesser air pressure...:)

-one more day to the weekend...yahoo!!!

after 1+ weeks of not only sharing a tiny workspace (due to the renovation works) but also sitting in another (cold) dept altogether, thursday...moved to my new workstation...tho no connection, still didnt stop me from moving...


the shared space...


the whole row...


*before*


*after*


*after* -another angle

p.s - btw, some more personalisation to be done. and no more fool to move my autographed poster...yayness! saw a gorgeous looking silent baby kitten while walking home thursday. wanted to bring him (didnt kno if a he or a she but just guessed) home but momma says no :( hope hes allright...i called him 'Cloudy'. Thank you Its Me for re-assuring me that he could be allright...poor precious...be safe little darling...

i made a mistake

weighed me down

realization finally came

knocked me hard

but it was too late

tried to make things right

amend as much as i can

to salvage

but it was broken

when it all started

the fear arrived

came to me like a hard slap in the face

it laffed at me

no other Click Click Clicking

no other Same Page

its magic

u dont deserve it

there can be no replacement

cause theres only one you...

marah - angry

maafkan saya - i'm sorry/forgive me

saya rindu awak - i miss you

makan - eat

tidur - sleep

bangun - awake

merajuk - sulk

Its Me - simply the bomb

p.s - met a samaritan who was waiting for his cab to save a baby bat that fell from wherever he was...i hope he'll make it. that was my first time seeing a baby bat up close...his sqeaks sounded like a mechanical cat. wednesday morning, mom saw Ugly White Cat relaxing on the wooden chair along the corridor...guess she too realised that Nai is gone...