waiting for me DIY french manicure to dry up, just so u kno my insides are having a blast!! dancing, jumping...all the works la!

its still nervous, excited, non-sleepy, excited, nervous all happening at the same time...

thank you friends and colleagues for wishing me safe journey...lup u all very muchos!!

okay, going to get ready now...till we see each other again in less than 2 weeks, insyaAllah...its only for a while this time ;)

i have a confession...well, sort of a realisation.

for the past 3 weeks, i have been dining here...not everyday la, just one day wach week...and every time, i'll have the fried calamari. last week, i tasted the swordfish...man...that ikan tasted like chicken la!! (yeah i remembered how chicken taste like...). can someone be addicted to a certain restaurant?



Do pray for my smooth through the customs and safe flights...thank you! if i dont have time later, have a great weekend ahead!! dont miss me ok! i'll try to pen my having fun moments! ;)

tink something wrong with my tummy...i have a huge feeling its all the various spiced food i had yesterday...and (to make it worse) i brought home-made roti kirai and beef curry for lunch, bad idea man.

the moment i reached my aunt's place after work earlier, i headed straight to the toilet. i cant get sick now...no no...

i misplaced my house keys...forgotten where i last left them. i vaguely remember adding them to my smaller bag when i changed bags last weekend. searched that bag...nothing. searched my gym bag...nothing. can make copies with my mum's but i like my keychain la...its the clothing shop membership keychain made from the sterling silver shop. now, if i'm a set of keys where would i be??

p.s: dont take what u have now for granted. its damn irritating. u loose it then u kno what u thought u had...

Selamat Hari Raya kepada anda, pembaca-pembaca blog saya. Di hari yang mulia ini, saya ingin memohon ampun dan maaf. Semoga anda diberkati sempena lebaran ini bersama keluarga dan orang-orang yang disayangi.

Selamat hari lahir juga kepada mereka yang menyambutnya hari ini. Semoga dimurahkan rezeki, dipanjangkan umur dan diberi kasih sayang melimpah-ruah :)

check out pics from yesterday's SRLive! Mister Marcell is really friendly, no airs...thank you Mister Imran for the patience... :)



i hope i dont gain back the inches i lost during Ramadan in these few days man...crucial few days...

Listening to Nancy Ajram's 'Ana Yelli Bahebbak'...

Its sharing la...not showing off. I dont do show off. that is just sad...

I think the 6 days excitement hitting me...hard. its 1.23am and i cannot sleep la...for the first time, i dont kno what to pack! essentials all in and bag is not even full...madness. total madness...! but wait, wouldnt that give me a reason to buy more stuff back?? *heh*

spring cleaning my room is 1/2way there...to be continued when i get home after the live show tomorrow...do tune in tho!

cause u kno why? Mister Imran will be performing his new single...Rosie darling called me during the rehearsal and let me listen in to the 'preview'...wahhh i like !!

p.s: why do people misunderstand kindness? kindness without a hidden agenda...sincere kindness. not everyone expects something in return u kno...

i like Ben & Jerry's...!!

i like 'I like the way you move' by Outkast...!

i like happy moments...!!

i like polite kids...!! (altho i was called 'Aunty' *chet!!* )

i like my new one and only baju kurung for Eid...!!

i like Oceanview...!!

p.s: its 4.38am, Sunday morning and i cannot sleep...time to sahur my mamma yummy potato roti...yummy!!

today was the shoot of the Channel's greet. location: the renovasi place located @ Jurong East. 15 hairpins on my hair, the result from the fantastic work of Abg Omar and gang. 3 touch ups, make up and outfits courtesy of Kak Lyn and gang...excuse me while i wash away the paints and sprays that has stayed on my face and hair for a little less than 10 hours...has it been that long??!!!

enjoy the pictures...the process of turning me to va va voom... *heh*



HAPPY BIRTHDAY to 'Its Me!!'...just TEN more days!!!

p.s: dont forget to check us out!! most prob on the eve of Raya itself :)

The post-once a year couldnt get any better...lemme story u why...

my fone kept ringing from colleagues and friends since Sunday afternoon (since this entry is dated Monday, 16th Oct) telling me Imran Ajmain performing at SRK, the info i posted on the previous entry...

and them telling me that he'll be singing the song i kept playing over and over again at work was THAT lure for me to get ready on my super lazy Sunday...

when i went backstage, 3 of us went into their holding area so we could take pics with him...and took pic with him i did...



his 2nd song was that feel tangkap deep deep play-the-whole-day song...check his live performance (not miming okay...totally LIVE !!) taken by yours truly...feel it... *no copycats ok!*



i was going to leave after that performance but was told not to...reason he be performing a 3rd song...so i stayed around..

what i didnt kno was that it was all a plan for me...cause

the guy himself came down from the stage after his 3rd song and came straight to me la to wish me 'Happy Birthday'...!!!

i tell u, i was high so high...!!!

another round of high when all 3 artistes who performed came over the Channel booth for autograph and photo taking session...i was standing beside the guy passing him the books and pieces of papers for them to sign...high so high...

so high that i took the wrong bus that ends in Sembawang *kuang...kuang...kuang*

but instead of me going all panicky, i was on the fone with lifesaver Kash who kept telling me to stay seated and wait till the bus reaches the interchange and take the train back home...(yes Kash, i didnt change the title for this post) *heh*

Thank You people who planned it out - you kno who u are...and me falling right into it...i had a silly smile all the way home...!! and yes, like what Hazlin said other people at work (who werent there) are going to hear this story for this whole week!!it doesnt happen everyday ok...hahahaha...

something worth remembering...last year, Hyrul came to the office for a meeting to sign the standee i have at work on the year-older day itself...lucky lucky me *wink*

p.s: nitey nite everyone...!! have a great week ahead..i kno i will!! oh, did i tell u i'm GOING TO THE GAME?? i did... *heh*

just a quick one...

I AM GOING TO THE GAME!!! i am going to the game...!!! u kno what? i am GOING to the GAME!!!

btw, Mister Imran Ajmain himself will be performing at SRK tonight!!! and i hear he's singing his 'Ghaibmu' song...!!! i like...

p.s: no more sulking...rather late than never !!!

I had fun today...

woke up early for my hair appt...because of some miscommunication between them, they applied the hair spa treatment cream on my hair twice...hahhahaa...!! the result, really shiny and soft hair!! trimmed like 3 inches off with a horizontal cut at the bottom...something different. i like...

then went solo shopping to my fav store. got 2 tops, a pair of pants and a set of 3 shiny ear studs...paid some of my purchase using the 'perfecto' card. i like...

collected my fone...they replaced my screen something and they updated the fone something...anyway, i got my fone back and its working !!! i like...

came home and chilled for a bit then got ready to iftar with sayang mamma...sudden craving for the 'seafood tomato soup in breadbowl'. so headed for the branch at West Mall. ordered with full excitement and when our orders arrived, i think if the table could speak it would cry...lol

dengan tak tahu malunyer, after placing my orders i asked if i can have the complimentary ice cream...she checked my IC for verification and ta daa...see video below...i like...



thank you friends for remembering !!! i like... :)

p.s: am really tired...my eyelids are doing their own thing...slowly but surely closing on me...

one came over my desk, on the pretext of sharing with me a juicy gossip...then slowly one by one gathered around my desk...then before i knew it, they were around me...and all started singing the ever famous once-a-year song...i, who was on the fone, banged on my table telling them 'TOMORROW...TOMORROW!!'

but they continued on...and out popped a really pretty familiar purple folded card with a silver bow on it, from behind me...



i was soo touched i teared...OH, btw i was still on the fone !!! she had to wait till the excited yaays, awwws and claps became calmer then she told me she'd call me back...

here is the video... *heh*



sooo sweet...one darling got me a personal something in a cute glittery brown box (to be opened at midnight) and some darlings took time to find me the 'perfecto card' (to be fully used probly tomorrow) if i find something nice that is...if nothing its still valid for 6 months...i like !!! :)

went iftar with 2 of the most funniest ladies around with supposedly Worm...but last minute couldnt make it...still had fun...thank you for the company and the meal!! :)

thank you gorgeous darlings for taking the time... :)

looking forward to tomorrow...hair time and reconciliation with my fone... :)

went during lunchtime to send in my fone...this time not so bad, servicing number 47 and my number was 62...approx waiting time printed on queue number - 1/2 hr but ended up waiting for 1hr plus minus...collecting it this Saturday...after my hair appointment...

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a moment... (bear with me cause i think its the 'YearOlderSyndrome')

devoid of feelings...blame game...excited...stress...blame game...open up...answers...gullible...trust...honest...accusations...hurt... understanding...

can u care too much to the point of hurting yourself?

can u laff so hard that you get teary eyed, not cause of the humour but cause of the hurt u feel deep inside?

how much space can u give and be understanding?

why do pride always get in the way, screwing up everything?

can time rewind to reminisce the happy moments all over again?

how much is too much?

why cant words be expressed to say, instead of actions, what the innermost feelings really mean despite the outcome?

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my most feel song of the moment...HURT


p.s: nite nite

i have one word to describe today...KAPUT.

yes, my fone decided to go KAPUT on me...no graphics, no nothing when i tried to switch it back to life when it died on me...yes DIED on me, while i was bluetooth(ing) pictures...i tot it was too sleepy and napped, but confirmed gone...

Fone O fone...my last entry on my fone after it took that dip in the sink was in 20th Sept...short of the 3rd week...

'Its Me', being the sweetheart that he is, searched and found discussion threads on solutions...for readers using W550i, when the screen goes white and if it decides to stay that way even after 'rebooting' on and off...do not, i repeat...do not PANIC...cause its a common problem...so now i'm doing the overnight rest that it deserves...morning comes, bad day if still nothing...

i did the suggested solutions, yes i did...but still nothing...real lucky for me, i brought my previous fone (the one without bluetooth and mp3 AND camera) with me...so i am still contactable...

how to listen to music on the way to work tomorrow?? what? radio u say...yeah then when train goes underground?? crappydoo madness...

went to the service centre @ Wisma after buka today with darling Lin. when i took my queue number, '272'...guess la what number servicing then...bloody '217'...!! 'estimated waiting time: 1hr 15 mins..!!

i say i'm going there again tomorrow...no, not going to give up...it is still under warranty...

for now, off to watch CSI Miami on sister channel...

-Happy Birthday to Natra!! and belated birthday to (mummy-to-be) Faridah!! happiness everafter with plenty of laughs, good health and loads of lurrrve..!! :)

p.s: re-edit entry after teary-eyed CSI...one of them got shot on the job...the gun salute at the end did it for me... *sob sob*

i am soo soo sooooo HAPPY cause i can wear a skirt that didnt fit a week ago!!!

tried it Monday morning and kept asking Ain if i look fat, which her reply was a wonderful word that sounds sooo perfect even when asked other (physical-related) questions (unless it concerns features that are SUPPOSED to be bigGER)...'NO'...dunno if she was being polite or she just wanted me to stop asking her the same question over and over again...heh

p.s: i like my new GOLLA mobile cap...very nice...!!! its in algae/camo green...anything green, i like...even if its algae/camo green...

slappen time now...nite nite

*Caution: whining in progress*

I hope A wont win the next team they face...cause if they do, i'm NOT going to the Game...confirm!!!

i want to go to the Game!!! lemme go to the Game!!! i never been to the Game!!!

p.s: mamma making popiah basah for buka today...whats your juadah buka?

Oktober...October

whats on in October...

-makan session on the 13th...looking forward to that...fully renovated yummylicious with the revamped menu here we come !! insyaAllah...btw, i called them and checked if they changed the menu to the branch in town and when the guy said yes, inclusive additional menu..i saw the cold prawn salad dancing in front of me...no kidding !! *heh*

-the last time i went on a cruise was in 2002...that was supposedly for work. but this time...it is for L.E.I.S.U.R.E...yippe yippee dee doo dah..!! planned itinerary includes taking the train...choo choo train leh...(soo very the jakun (ummm...excited?) theres a first time for everything!!) soo sooo looking forward to that...and a trip to a certain restaurant...hopefully all goes to plan (insyaAllah)

if it doesnt, i'll still be a HAPPYBEE tho!! *big smile & bats eyelashes*

now all i have to do is patiently wait for Syawal *big smile* (again)

Announcement: dear readers, come by to SRK..its so near town, easy access...noted its not as lively as the one @ the yearly held Melayu port (tho i heard there are more areas to cover over there this year!!) but its the first time held there a.k.a @ Kampong Glam area...and i tell u i am soo hooked on the 'ramli burger' from the booth on the left side of the stage..yummylicious la...sooo recommend...if u coming over the weekend, prepare to queue way early ok... :)

p.s: i dont want to grow old...can? :(