It has been eight years.

I do not want nor wish to see you. Others may, for all i care but not me.

Cause, I DO NOT CARE.

Forgiven, not forgotten. Definitely not forgotten.

Just leave...this time, make it permanent.

Cause, I do not look forward to going through it again.

Finally got my hands on 'Cinta' the movie vcd, good enough. And at the end of the movie, I heard this song and i searched for it online. Finding it was like finding a needle in a haystack!

But i'm a happy person now! :)

Enjoy the song. Its by Shannon Shah - Bila Engkau Jauh (When you are far)

'Tidur atau jaga...Rindu sentiasa...' (Asleep or awake...rindu always)

Next project, to look for 'Sepi'!

Just like last year, another songket for Eid. This time a Songket Puteri in blue. Managed to get away from the green, phew :)

I miss it, i really do.

I so long for the day, i really do.

Had a very insightful conversation with a friend a few nights ago. It was one of our trip home topic in the bus that just had to be talked about altho we knew that we had only a time limit of less than 15 mins.

The conversation was about being in a bad relationship where everyone else sees the great and wonderful side of your other half (at that time) but you are feeling depressed. Cause all that greatness and wonder, sadly, was only what they see. The turning point was a final comment that brings you back to reality.

I brought the subject up after my encounter with a somebody who lets just say, is in one. From what she told me, she doesnt have many friends and her world for now basically revolves around him.

I'm just an outsider looking in. She might be happy with him. But from what i see and what i hear, no one deserves to be put down in front of anyone else.

And from that insighful conversation, my friend shared with me her own experience and what she went through. She said that before, she'll hear stories about other similar relationships and she'd advise them to call it quits. But when it actually happened to her, she didnt realise it was actually happening, to her.

It was eating inside her and she became the opposite of what she was. Haywire emotions all over. Crying every single night without knowing why. So when i told her about that somebody, she said she can identify with that. She said she will only realise whats happening to her on her own.

And i'll say it again, no one deserves to be put down in front of everyone else. Its just not right.

I wish that somebody the very best.

Ramadhan Mubarak ya'll ;)