I'd like to thank you for leaving me out.

Thank you for making me realise that i am nothing but just an outsider.

Terima Kasih.

Watched 'Dear John' and it wasnt as major teary eyed as i expected it to be.

See, they only had 2 weeks and both knew they only had that much time together. At the end of that 2nd week, he asked her 'whats wrong' when he knew what was bothering her. The tone of his voice was similar to the one who asked me back then. Though i got an answer 'i thought about it yesterday night.'

I can still hear that reply, after all these years. And i can still hear the first verbal expression when we first met, face to face.

And in those moments in the movie was when I teared. Cause all of that, my dear, are when i get reminded of you.