It all started when i got back home from my trip. And then it wasnt the same.

Early this morning, i woke up from my sleep and heard myself talking. I continued talking and fell back to sleep. As far as i can recall, this is the 3rd time in a span of 10 years.

This usually happens when i have too much things on my mind, too much things happening that i cant control and i kept them all bottled in. I just want to scream, yell and shout at everyone which i dont.

But i'd do it, in my subconscious state.

And when i woke up this morning, it felt better.

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